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Damn it's been a while since i've written in this "pukebucket".
What's new? Where to start? Unbelivable, there are actually new facts in my life.
In retrospective:
- I've got new fun and interesting friends;
- I told my ex-boyfriend to fuck off cause i can't take him anymore, even as a friend e sucks big time... ( What was i thinking those 6 years??? );
- I got a job. It's no dream job or even something that I really enjoy doing, but, hey, you got to start somewhere and after 2 miserable years waiting to be usefu, it's something;
- I've had some experiences with guys but nothing worth being mentioned;
- I have a male friend I think I'm very in sync with, although I know for a fact he will never see me as a possible girlfriend. No matter, guess it's just that way and I really am sick of people underapreciating me and I think he's one of those....
- Guess what???? I might or might not be operated again... LOL... I know that's no news but at least i'm being seen by a surgeon...
Anyway, all this to say that i'm feeling a little bit more optimistic towards life although i'm still sceptical about everything starting with the opposite gender and ending with my really really recent job (3 days) :S....
So, I'm processing information...